My Life, My Love, My Future

Tonight, I feel very sick. Coughing plus headache while forcing myself to do some research on ADO.NET Entity Framework, LINQ, and ORM. I just want to make sure that I still can apply Domain-Driven Design (DDD) technique to conceptualize the design architecture of my future projects and how these technologies can facilitate this.

Many people perceive me as a technology savvy, but in actual fact, am I? I used to criticize those companies who tend to dictate the way their software development team build software by taking those business constraints as reasons. I always encourage people using latest technology and proven industry approach to build their software products. So…do you think I’m someone who likes technology very much?

For those who came across my other blog know very well what I am looking for in life. Yes, in my previous blog, I did mention that I can’t do something that against my will, but so long I’m in this modern society, I’m contradicting with my will and principle of living.

Since the age of 15, I decided to leave my family and wanted to become a monk because I found myself seeing the world so differently from many others. I had a very strong feeling that this should be the way how human sees the world, which will very much affect the way they behave and interact with every object surrounding them. This had led to so much of worry among my family members. After that, I also found out that many of today’s monks are corrupted monks, therefore I finally gave it up.

However, I never thought of giving up such a great discovery of human mind. I want to share it with the whole world hopefully the message can reach the highest authority of the earth. I always think that as long as I can give enlightenment to the highest authority of this world, I can bring peace to the earth. But…why am I in the IT industry anyway…? Sean…perhaps you’re right…I’m in the condition of insanity…