My Life, My Love, My Future

Once upon a time, there was a monk who was trying to make every human realizes the taught of buddha. In order to achieve that, he decided to corrupt himself and make himself the same as typical human beings. He believed that is the only way to let people believe that everyone in this world, regardless of how corrupted or evil that he/she is, everyone has an equal opportunity to become a buddha — a person who has an absolute peace of mind, merging with the big mother nature without boundaries.

Therefore, he started to make himself a very ambitious person, for money, for sex, for luxury life. Also, he looked for reasons to fight with people, quarrel with people, argue with people, compete with people and so on. Finally, the good news is, he made it; however, the bad news is, he got himself addicted to the typical human life and entirely lost himself — an absolute peaceful mind. He strived to get himself back, but he can’t. He couldn’t live without women, sex, cigarettes, gloria, status, and so on. He is getting panic and frustrated…

However, until today, he is still trying to get himself back to the previous state — can he make it? No one knows…