The Unforgivable
May 10, 2006 by antoniooi
Today, I took LRT, and then changed to monorail to meet my brother somewhere — the trip sounds very familiar to me. I thought of someone again. My first time travelling with monorail was with her. She likes to explore, whereas I scared of losing direction, especially when travel with mission and time contraint. But through this journey, something worst came into my mind — she never betrayed me as what I thought she was…How can I blame someone for not being faithful and committed to the relationship while she willing to travel long distance for work with two different public transports daily? Not only that, in order to let me have a more healthy water to drink, she carried two litre of water while travelling everyday…from home to office and from office back to home. Although I always advised her not to do that, she still insisted. Even I offered to help her carry she also refused.
No man can forgive himself by hurting such a wonderful girl…I deserve to suffer for the rest of my life for losing her…and she deserve to have someone better to be her husband and gives her more loves and better life…
