No easy way out
April 21, 2006 by antoniooi
This is also a song title, from Rocky IV soundtrack. I used to listen to Rocky’s soundtracks to motivate myself after my father died. Since my father passed away, life become harder to pass… full of threats… full of violences… full of pain… and tears… At that moment, I was only 14. But one thing that I couldn’t expect is, these have been continued until today…a 35 years me.
Looking back…now…and future…I close my eyes and tell myself: "This is my life. No matter what, I still have to go through it until the end…" Future winding road is no longer a surprise to me, instead, a smooth and successful undertaking would. When time goes by, I find myself not easily accepting something that easy to get, such as a choice between study and software architect. God…why I become such person…? What do I want in life actually? Tougher life?
Just seven more months Antonio…just seven more months to go…hold your pain…after all, nobody dare to tell you that you are not qualified for something! Not to mention the software architect position! Yeah~~!
