My Life, My Love, My Future

Just came back from the beach. Lots of memory there… I was once on that beach with her before. She told me a lot about her relationship matters. I was holding a stick…drawing something on the beach. She said she needs the stick in order for her to continue telling me the story. I smiled at her and passed the stick to her. Something made me shocked about her story, and that was actually the beginning of the nightmare, a warning from the god, but love is blind… uncontrollable… this is how we started the relationship.

She is unforgettable. The first woman in my life, who really grabs all my heart and my soul, leaving nothing. Without her, no mood to work, no mood to eat, no mood to do anything in my life. I have decided to stop hunting for any other possibilities that can make me forget about her. If my life is to think about her, then let this be my life; let this sweet memory to be my lifetime companion. Since no one in this world can walk into my life except her, then let me walk towards the end of my life, alone.