Another sad dream…
January 16, 2006 by antoniooi
"Don’t know what happened…I was accompanying her in the hospital… She was so tired and helpless… Lying on the bed and feel very dizzy… I was squatting on the floor beside her bed… Both of my hands on her bed playing with my handphone — with the sound off, scared disturbing her from sleeping…
Suddenly, her ‘formal partner’ came in. She suddenly woke up. Then I told her that it is time for me to go… She pulled my right hand, shaking her head, trying to tell me not to go… I like to, but her ‘formal partner’ was starring at me at that moment… ‘Sorry darling…I really have to go…please take good care and have a rest…’ I left the ward. Her tears fell down. Me too."
This is about my dream last night. Feel like calling her today, but never dare. Scared of getting hurt again. Or she may not like it also. I gave up. But she will always in my heart, forever. Darling, if anything happens, please take good care of yourself. Dream is always a dream. By the time it happens, I might not be there as described in my dream. I love you…forever…trust me.
