My Life, My Love, My Future

I met a girl in friendster few months ago, who is a Christian. We chat occasionally. Until yesterday, she saw my blog. When she saw me logged on to Yahoo messenger, she immediately asked me if I’m OK. Then we started to talk about the sad story — about me and my ex-gf. I don’t know why I can describe to her in detail how me and my ex-gf fell in love with each other…automatically… I never told any of my net friends before…

Then she keeps telling me how God loves people and how he can make people feel better and so on. Although I’m not a Christian, at the bottom line, I know that she was helping me to find solution and tried to make me feel better. After that, we both quiet for a few minutes. To make the situation less tension, I tried to make a joke by asking her: "father…no more advice from u?" Out of my expectation, she felt angry. She asked me to send her flower, otherwise she won’t forgive me. Well…although that was just a joke, I think girls would not even take such request as a joke from guys that they don’t like. And perhaps…she has been expecting flowers from guys long time ago…but of cause, not any guys. I asked her not to underestimate me by thinking that I would not dare to send her flowers. Then I asked her for address — surprisingly she gave to me.

Was she trying to test me? Well…I guess so… But that made me remember the moment when bought flowers for my ex-gf the 3rd day she left me.That was also my first time buying flowers for gf, which was also quite an expensive one, plus a doggie and a Chicago CD album — all delivered with my both hands, to her office.

Am I out of topic now? Sorry.